When I was little, I was NOT a fan of getting shots. Sure, there was a cute, cartoon Band-Aid at the end and a lollipop, but those needles were long and it just plain hurt.
These days, I'm not afraid, I'm fascinated. You want to stick a needle in my arm? Go for it! You want to stick a needle in my arm and take my blood? Heck yeah! I'm there! And, please don't cover the entry site with gauze, I want to see what's going on!
It's been a while since I've had a shot, but last night I had another kind of shot. That kind that gives you the psychological boost right where you need it.
My mom's best friend came up to me and said, "When I saw you from behind, I almost didn't know it was you - you're getting so skinny!"
Ha! Thank you! I took that compliment and stuck it in my pocket to absorb later.
Now, skinny has not been a word anyone would use to describe me - not since somewhere around age 11 or 12. But, I knew what she was getting at. I was wearing my version of skinny jeans - a pair of pants I bought seven years ago and have worn exactly three times. They didn't fit - not by a long shot - when I bought them. But they were only $10 and they were NICE pants. I wasn't returning them. Like any woman, I would hold on to them and "someday" I would be able to wear them.
That ever-illusive someday has happened three times. Once in October of 2006. Oh, I remember it well. Then, in January of this year I pulled them out because they were the perfect pants for the awesome Calvin Klein top I got at the outlet. And, yesterday when I needed a put-together outfit that didn't yell funeral or fun - but was just the right outfit, I pulled out the perfect navy pants and the beautiful Calvin Klein top. I knew the top would be okay. It's one of those that will fit at a variety of sizes - but it looks GREAT now. The pants...I was worried. I had a back-up pair in mind. I didn't even pull out the back-up pair, though. I pulled out the navy wonder pants. I looked at them. I held them up against me. And then...I tried them on. Miracle or miracles, they fit perfectly.
So, when in the middle of a funeral I received the booster shot of all booster shots, I floated out of myself, and looked down - at my rear view of course - and said, "Yes! I am looking good!"
Sure I have a long way to go until I'm at my goal, but every day I am getting closer. Every day I am making choices that will help me get there a little sooner.
Thank you, Mrs. C. for the booster!!!
^_^ Yay for skinny jeans!! I bet you looked incredible.
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